Friday, May 12, 2006
sometimes... u jus get so sick wif life tt u dun feel like livin in tis world anymore....sometimes u jus hated life so much tt u feel like dyin right at tt moment... whenever, u want things 2 be done in a way, it always turn out 2 be e opposite.... whenever u want things 2 b kept e same, there's bound 2 be some changes which will make u utterly disappointed.... do u agree? i do...my life does sucks at times.... but so do others ....seriously, i tink evy1 life's jus sucks... i dun believe tt there's some1 hu's life is so perfect... no1 does... but sometimes.... it is up 2 one 2 view tt unhappy thingy as a barrier or a challenge? be optimistic or pessimistic? i try 2 be optimistic most of e times.... but u noe try... doesnt always means succeed... sometimes... u jus hate e way it is.... then u will start tinkin life's like hell.....sometimes, ppl ard u jus give u attitude, even e 1 closest 2 u.... y? dunno.. still ponderin 4 e ans... mayb their life sucks too... sometimes, ppl jus blow their temper at u, y? because their life sucks more than u....sometimes... i hope i'm invisible, y? because i feel tt my life sucks.....haha... can c tt i'm blabberin nonsense... i do......cause life sucksi always tell myself... try 2 tink of e happy events. since u still hav 2 cont livin in tis world... y not b happy n live ur life? i noe it's hard... but jus try loh... better than not tryin, right?RIGHT.... tt's wad i reply 2 myself...hahasometimes, my bro jus gets so childish tt i feel tt he is my younger bro... he always come up wif stupid ideas on how 2 make me feel irritated... n yesterday...he came up wif a new 1 which i feel tt is so stupid lah!!!!while watchin tv, i suddenly wanna play wif his hp... when i gonna reach 4 it... he suddenly shouted"AAAAAAaaaaaaaa" shout until damn loud... n i got a shock man.. i turned back n look at him... guess wad? he used e bolster n hit me right in front of my face!!!!!! i was stunned 4 a moment.. cause e impact is too great n sudden... e next moment, i jus heard a loud laughter"HAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAH, u r tricked!!!!!" c how childish my bro can b????somemore, he's like almost 10 yrs older than me... almost evry night, he will "attack" me..., then he will laugh like siao, n feel proud of his achievement- tt i got tricked n hit... is not tt i'm stupid k... jus tt he is too creative in his tactics... tt i always overlooked...c how childish can my bro b!!!!but sometimes... i reali like his attacks... which always cheers me up evryday... cause i will tink how stupid am i n how childish he can b....hmm... so tt's 1 of e happy events will always cheer me up...
Friday, May 12, 2006